Trip cancelled

After yet another night of not enough sleep, plus awful cystitits symptoms (I went to bed with a hot water bottle on my tum), and waking up at quarter to five and having to to go the loo several times, I have cancelled my trip. My bag is all packed, I am in tears, feeling wretched and dreading the mocking words I shall hear from Mr G's lips.

Thanks for all your support. I will make a doctor's appointment (which will be in a week's time as it always is) and will let you know how I get on.